hi i have been being alone since the last monday here in USA. I am studying here so called u-hac-sang..i am just done with my all exam. so i am really free and relieved but here there are nothing to do just the things that I can try and enjoy is just watching tv and surfing internet like this. plus here outside always snowing ...even although i am in school dorm i feel really cold. what the heck ...i already paid how much extreme expensive fee..

however why why here is so cold,.you know what i am wearing nae-bok...-.-

but the sadnest thing is that i am here alone without anyabody who I know

actually i was supposed to go to the new york during this christmas break

but I let that gone without joining cause i got the really bad grade and some frustrated result in my academic study ..so didn\'t go anywhere..just decide to being alone and i want to practice being alone and English...as you know, i had thought just if i went to america, the great english would be given to me..but that was illusion really really...look at me

today i also listen up the ap news and follow the anounce speaking.

-.-

so hard to be good at speaking english and the more hard one is escaping korean people here..but that\'s so hare than you guys expected

so I am here by myself but despite the strong decision being alone is so hard in addition, i am a little worried about how i can spend the christmas and the last day of this year..-.-

a little i am regreting but i know there is nothig gained without pain

but the pain that i have to endure to get my goal and my successful u-hac is so bittler than i thought but i will stand and i will do everything by myself.

tomorrow is saturday for here. it might be great sale ..i mean bargain so i will buy something for my family ...you know the frequency of my mon\'s calling to me has been getting rare..is my family getting forgot me ?

what a sad...but i really love my family i think my parents expectation for me and belief reallly makes me try every thing and keep me myself..

it is around 2:38 am so it\'s time to sleep tomorrow i am supposed to get up rather early morning for me maybe 9 o\'clock and i will start with jogging.

expect me...!!!

i am planning on droping by here everyday for letting you guys know about my life of america with some real english that i would get to encounter in some situation.

i know my english is really sucks.^^

but i am the girl who really is trying...can you feeel that? ^^

thanks and see you later and have good day